another ID.
felt like it was time to change.
some of you may wonder 'whats with the title?' but yeah, its a song by Jimmy Eat World that i think is beautiful since it reminds me of an old best friend who left me and got into drugs, i think about it a lot, somehow it always finds its way to me and i think about her now and then wondering how her life is now..somehow i think the scattered pictures kinda resemble the past, the memories, the old times and then there's me laying there just thinking. well, its up to you how you interpret it but thats just my silly thoughts. and also, i kinda thought about requiem for a dream, if you guys have seen the movie there's a scene where marion and harry lay on the floor with scattered pictures all around them. i kinda related to that picture but subconsciously, it comes to mind now that i think of it.

Drugs or me.

"Stay with me
You're the one that I need
You make the hardest things
Seem easy
Keep my heart
Somewhere drugs don't go
Were the sunshine slows
Always keep me close

If only you could see
the stranger next to me
you promise,
you promise that you're done
but I can't tell you from the drugs

Don't let go
we'll dig a great big hole
Down an endless hole,
We'll both go
You're so blind!
You can't save me this time
Hope comes from inside
And I feel so low tonight

If only you could see
the stranger next to me
you promise,
you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs
I wish that you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry, you swear it: you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

I need your hands to pull me up
(take me)
To pull me up
(so far)
Take the wheel out from me

If only you could see
the stranger next to me
you promise,
you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs
I wish that you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry, you swear it: you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close."